Tag Archives: Depression

Dead Like Me

Posted on April 23, 2013 by Anne Schilde

Why am I telling you this? I don’t know. Maybe it’s something you’ll find interesting. No one alive really understands what it’s like to be dead, right? I’ve been dead since 1984, though you wouldn’t know it to look at … Continue reading →

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Sarah’s Window

Posted on March 9, 2013 by Anne Schilde

Friday, September 18, 1998 by Anonymous for her school newspaper Loneliness sucks. You know loneliness. It’s that big hollow pit you imagine at the top of your stomach. Only it’s real, and it hurts so bad rubbing your diaphragm actually … Continue reading →

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Psychosis

Posted on January 19, 2013 by Anne Schilde

I can tell when they’re coming, but it does me no good. Once I sense them, it’s too late. Impetuous, greedy, they consume me, digest me. I feel their bile in my veins. Self is lost, all sense of it. … Continue reading →

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That Girl

Posted on December 29, 2012 by Anne Schilde

I don’t want to be that girl. Oh God, who am I kidding? I am that girl. I believed in you, Stephen… in us. Was that so wrong of me? Since I was six… five… it just seemed like the … Continue reading →

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Take Only as Directed

Posted on December 2, 2012 by Anne Schilde

“Annie, what’s the matter with you? Did you take your medicine?” “It isn’t ‘medicine’, Mama, it’s fucking drugs.” “Watch your mouth, young lady! Just cuz your father isn’t home, doesn’t mean you won’t catch it later. You need to take … Continue reading →

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How Long Would You Miss Me?

Posted on June 14, 2012 by Anne Schilde

Please don’t be shocked. That isn’t my intent. This isn’t a cry for help. You aren’t my doctor. This is a suicide pact, and in spite of the fact that you don’t feel strongly enough to die with me today, you’ve already … Continue reading →

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Down Under

Posted on October 8, 2011 by Anne Schilde

I moved to Bottom of the World today. I’ve been contemplating doing this for some time now. You know, the brochures were nice, and I’ve been looking for a place with some curb appeal. Besides, it’s kind of crowded at … Continue reading →

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